i was checking out my pc last night for songs that i have not played for a long time. then i found the best one, RAINBOW. oo na, baduy na...it's just that i remember one important person who shaped me whenever i hear that song..

HIM!

for "him":

hey! it's been a while. i know you would not be able to read this entry because we have gone completely separate ways, and besides, i guess you are too busy with your new found career. hahaha..ayan, i'm making fun of you na naman. sorry a...kasi i always make fun of you when people ask me things about you. ano naman kasi isasagot ko di ba? malay ko ba. i haven't even watched you act on tv yet...wag na..tatawa lang ako!


grabe!who'd have thought that we would end up like this? i know our breakup was not really the most peaceful one, but you see, i really really want to thank you. No one has ever loved me the way you did. I also never loved anyone the same way i loved you. What we had before was close to perfection. we were really happy.


i miss our times together. i miss those times when i had to make alibis just to meet up with you. i miss those times when you sang for me no matter how out-of-tune your voice was. i miss our "habulan moments" whenever nagtatampo ka dahil ang lakas kitang pagtripan. and then we'd end up, fighting. but the next day, okay na. i miss those times when we look for secluded places and just sit there, spend time together, and before we knew it, gabi na. gagabihin ka and your dad will call me. ako naman, pagagalitan kita after. hahaha.. i miss making silip in your classroom every time the doors of our rooms are both open. i miss our tambays in your house. i miss playing wrestling with you while watching tv sa terrace niyo. i miss our plans. i miss our wedding. i miss our children. i miss our growing old together...

most of all, i miss you...

but we are both living our own lives now without each other...

grabe...who'd have thought that the honor student would fall for some loser?haha..joke

and who'd have thought that the almost perfect couple would end up like this?

as our favorite song goes:

"...not all the time we get what we want"

oo na e, baduy na rainbow!fine

now that it has been a year and for sure, we both have moved on, i just want to assure you that:

no one will ever replace you in my heart. you will forever be here. at walang magagawa ang isang sir mikhail edmund celestino o sinuman para mawala ka dun.hehehe

i loved you...baby

who knows? ten or twenty years from now, we might see each other again...with our very own families...

that's life...