damn gurl...i had no intentions of writing an entry tonight until i realized that i just committed a very stupid and humiliating mistake. my previous entries were all about my hatred for a certain person. i guess you people already know who he is. anyway, i enabled the cross-posting between my multiply and my blogger account. therefore, people from my multiply could read my blog entries. unfortunately, i invited that guy to join multiply weeks ago. i never knew that my entries would be sent to his email. the only thing i know right now is that he opens his email every day. therefore, he was able to read my hate mails. i hate myself for being so stupid. i just wish he doesn't receive this because i already canceled my invitation. i hate myself. this is really bad!! i even blurted out his name in my previous entry. damn...damn...damn...i am so dead!!! i even said that it was impossible for him to read that entry. and if he read that entry, he was a stalker. too bad, i was the one who sent it to his stupid account. this is clear stupidity kate. you have just proven how tanga you really are.

please please make me feel good. i am bothered!