this pain is fucking killing me!!!
i can't think right...i can't concentrate...i don't even know how to express everything i am feeling...
i'm so sorry...if i could take back every thing i said to you the last time we were together, i would..pero sabi nila, iyong ung tama...kailangan ko na to panindigan..i am not allowed to text you...we are not allowed to talk....but not texting you is killing me....i want you back even though you were never mine,...
when i hugged you for the last time, it was as if i never wanted to let go of you...i wanted to hug you forever....you asked for a last kiss, i'm sorry but i couldn't give that coz i know i'd breakdown and be a crybaby...
it's almost your birthday...i want to see you on that day pero hindi na pwede...we agreed that that was the last...
i guess i just have to stick to my decision...there's no turning back now....i can get through this,...kung tayo, tayo...pero hindi rin...i'm being tempted...i want to do something para maging tayo nga...pero sabi nga ni ven, mahirap ang one-sided...sa'yo..walang kasiguraduhan...masakit...mahirap...hindi ko kasi alam kung ano ang gusto mo..ako simple lang...i know this line is very very cheesy pero...all i want is you...ikaw lang...you are the one reason why i always am happy...you give me that giddy feeling....
lagi mo akong sinasaktan pero ikaw din kasi ung rason kung bakit ako masaya...
tangina ang baduy ko na..pero seryoso...

i was not able to tell you that day how much i loved you...i never said i love you directly....pero that is what my heart is shouting out....i love you....
alam ko cheesy na ko...puta talaga!!!
pero ayoko na...siguro nga tama na to....
sa kanya, may kasiguraduhan...sa kanya may commitment....ganun na lang siguro...

siguro sa kanya talaga ako sasaya...
siguro..

pero that day, unconsciously, i wanted to hear you say, "pls. stay"....but you naver said it...so i guess i just have to tell you this for the first and last time...i love you...i have always loved you...goodbye...